Job, what's in a name?

Sure that the titled doesn't seem to be somewhat easy to be thought out with when a person like myself is coming up with something. But the titled is something that just came in easy tone of line of defence to myself without noticing nothing at some point. I'll just get on with it and tell you the truth at this very moment. Ok, I'm out of work as it is, but I should kept my big mouth shut by the end of this year so I can get a bit of money out of it. Yet now I'm stuck on trying to do my own stories at this very moment.

OK, OK, so I'm asking help at this very moment, but if I was living within the states at this very momen....it might come easy just a bit. But NO, I'm not! I'm stuck here in Guam just doing at least mild something. I know that doesn't right, heck! That's just me, I twist my words no matter what and sometimes it doesn't sound right. But like I said, it's just me and how I say it.

Ummmmm....lost in thought

Now, I'm lost in thought without noticing what to think to type. Ok, do you have that feeling when you lost yourself in thought and yet, you forget to type something on what you really thinking about? Well then, your like me! I'm always lost in thought and that sometimes, I forget what to type at certain time. Like what to write next on  my story that I'm suppose to do.

Yes that's right, I forget to write something down for my story that I suppose to do, yet never got around to doing it. This may be my shortest blog I have done for the moment. I'll get back to this blog.....once I get my story down and out.

How to Train your Dragon in some strange way......

If you haven't seen the movie of How to Train Your Dragon then you are missing out on a great story that the Directors have done with the Author Cressen Crowell (misspell on the first name) approve idea to make it a go. If you haven't seen the movie with both of the Directors from Lilo & Stitch then your missing out from something very good. OK, OK, I'm going to get to my point of the story here.

Since the story is about Hiccup and how he became a dragon trainer, the movie is in part on how his village is being attack by Dragon's and why they are stealing their food from the Vikings. But at the same time, Hiccup also brought down the Night Fury, the most stealth dragon to roam the night. Yet, the same time your wondering why Hiccup is such a toothpick type character in the first place. I don't know the answer to that, but you have to figure that out on your own.

And since the other villagers is always busy with getting the dragon's out of their village and after Hiccup brought down a night fury, your wondering why Hiccup couldn't bring himself on killing the dragon? Because of one thing if you know this question and answer to yourself. Are you reallying to bring yourself to kill somebody who can be like you?

That's how hiccup feels, and that's why he didn't kill Toothless -- the Dragon he befriended.

I could go on with this, but I'm the type of person who decide to keep it open with everybody, even for people who I thank and took the time to read some of the blog that I posted. Even though that I haven't got a lot to post up, but I'm getting there. Just don't forget to watch the movie see what I really like about that movie.

Whats next?

Seem like life can be pasting everybody by, even for me. But in the sort of weird way. Yet, right now, I haven't gotten back to my writing, in which my story and what's up with the word "poppysic". This just happen when I was watching "Love Happens" just right now, right before I change the channel. OK, OK, so sometimes when you watch a movie, you just look at the close-caption for new words to look up or to use in anyone stories, essays, or what not's.

Back to the real problem's, what the hell am I going to to do my story? Feels like I'm just being lazy at some point without no motivation. If I did have a boyfriend at some point, he could try to help me through to get me on making me do my story without stopping. Meaning, if someone loves me out there for who I am, I can push myself to do, to write my story and pursued the Passion on what I love.

If I did travel the world, I will write about it through different country. If I were a voice-over actress, I'll do what I love to do, which is voicing for video games and anime. In which is my totally favorite of all time. Just hope I can finish reading How to Train your Dragon books and get some idea's for my children book.

Quotes and then some....

When somebody starts quoting something from a movie, you know that sometimes you just want to smack them in some form or another. But when it's something from your favorite movies that you really know, you have to take them to heart at most point in life that it will come true in some form or another way in form as possible. Just believe me when I say that "In life, you can get what you want because your parents are so rich. But if you learn to give back to the community because you can become so rich on what you are doing. No on why your parents became rich in the first place."

I know, confusing as it is, but think about it. That may not be the very best quotes that I did, but its the first that I did without thinking it. OK, OK, so I did read it and re-phase it some sense. Think about it, our parents work hard to get us where we are. But if we kinda help out, there's some sense in our lives to make the right choice to do what we believed in. Like me, I'm trying to get my writing down as soon as possible by next year before the summer or before the new year starts up. Yet everyone has a quote that they believed in one way or another.

so just GO WITH IT!!!!

Bored to death.....in a matter of speaking.

Appearally, since I haven't got a job at this moment....I'm pretty much being lazy than ever. And I did promise myself to take a walk in the park for once, in which I haven't done that lately and the park is pretty big enough to see what you are looking at. Right now, I still have loads of time to right my story and two or three of them are written by hand that needs to put on the computer no matter what. Even though that I get bored doing that.

Right now, I'm still reading "Julie and Julia" which is getting to be a pretty good book at this moment. Strange how life can be if something were to be turned around if I did become a writer. That's a dream, long to be sorta out of sight for the moment until I could try to get it done at this moment.

If your wondering why I mention this about my story, it's because  it is base on my alter self. Weird that I mention this, well sort of. But the story takes into two parts. The first part is me telling my story, while the other is telling it in my imagination point of view. In which the imagination is in a story part that could come to life, even thought that I have a lot of imagination for being one with A.D.D. Not "add" as in adding to the math, but A.D.D. for those who has a disability like myself. To be frankly honest, those who had A.D.D. will never grow out of it, well for certain people like myself. I still have and it can't be grow of it. OK, so I have some aggression on me, but I learn to hold back on it. Writing is the only thing that clams me down when I'm lost in thought to write something, but it happens that I need to take it out on something else then a person.

But I need to do something as a hobby, doing nothing is not really healthy for a person like myself. So I guess I need to take a walk for once around like 3 pm and be home at 5 before the sun goes down.

Books, books, and more books!

Since reading a litte bit from "Julie and Julia" from Julie Powell, I've have notice that things she does is always can be base on real life things she does. Which is true. Seem like I've always misspell true with 'ture', in which that is my most commean mistake that i've always done. Sure everybody make mistake, but when you read a book after you sit down for once.  You will notice that everything that you do, will seem to slow for once in your life without noticing it no matter what.

SURE, we all make mistake no matter what, but if you got the chance to sit down and read something different for once with somebody that you love so much, you'll notice the real difference in your life that everything that will sorta chance in different ways without realizing it in a whole new light. But things doesn't chance, then something might be wrong with you. Then again, just be careful on what you really are doing or you might step on somebody's toes around you.

I notice that life can change around you, even if you don't want something to change....but that's life for you. Even thought that life will have a deep impact on what you are really doing, just look around you for once. Sure a girl like myself have ADD, not "add", I sometime hate change. I like slow change, but if it's a fast one.....just hope that we may have body's like "Ghost in the Shell" when that come true for once, which it won't happen just yet till the near future. Yet that will be kinda cool to have bodies like that. Ok, so I have the "Ghost in the Shell" books that I haven't gotten around on reading for once. The good news, I've gotten back into reading again after having more free time now. Yes! Thank goodness for that.

BAD NEWS: I need a new job that have a bit more income for once.

The San Jose Store and what nots

ok, to very honest since I'm sorta playing my game at this very moment at night time here in Guam which is 9:56 at this very moment. Ok, ok, better late then never without typing something on my new blog at this time, and I got to say about the store that I took my grandma at, which is the San Jose and I got to say this, it sucks and I don't like it when somebody is speaking something within their filipino language. Reason why? Because I don't understand nothing out of it and two, I don't like hearing the language. So forgive me on this, since this is who I am about it. That's the one thing I hate about myself when part of me is part Filpino, I just can't relate anything to it and I believe that only 1.5% of me is ok with while the remaining 98.5% is totally not ok about being roughly 20% Filpino. Lets just say I'm not being racism here or anything, but I rather be hunting down ghost then looking for any family memebrs that may be living in the Philippines. Since I don't have any family members living within the Philippines, just remaining family members that did born in Guam and living somewhere else in the states.

So, if this offen anyone, just forgive me. It's just myself talking about myself. No one else, just me. And since this is me talking here, just don't be hunting me down and trying to do any harm to myself or you. I'm just being honest with myself here. Apperently, this blog site is something new that I'm letting myself to have more room to talk about. And this is giving myself more freedom to do so, I will be honest with myself and others if that what they wanted to do. Since nobody is going to tell me what to do on this site, unless the owners do so. That will be up to them. Another thing is, here in Guam, there's more Filpino out numbering the Chamrroro's which I find it, insulting none the less. I may have a lot of reason why, I'll try to save it some other time once more. Since I did mention that I hate it when certain people talks in Filpino, I just find down right insulting to hear it. I just don't like the language, I never going to marry anyone who is a Filpino, and I will not do so. So please hear me out if you get the chance to read this. This is coming from a girl is out of work for the moment.

Trying again for a story.....

Ok, so now I know that this is the first time or the second blog site that I'm on and yes, I can't keep away from certain site to do so. Well, right now......I don't know if my dream will come true or so, but I'll try to get something pulish if I get anything done on my own orignal story. But that's gonna take some time. Just hope that my life can be turned around if something good can help. I've never gonna be like some of the aurther's like Anne Rice, J.K. Rowling, or Julie Powell. Which i know might not going to happen any time soon, just hope sometime next year if I'm going at this pace. I'll make sure I will get it going.